A typical conversation with Ginny <3 (Taken with instagram)
salutRAFA。
because I like things to be a little bit specific
A lootbag from the man of the hour, my bestie Jimeskydoodle :)
NKVP: Could I make you fall in love with me again? If, in case, you bump... ›
nkvp:
Could I make you fall in love with me again?
If, in case, you bump your head and you forget about me, could I make you fall in love with me again? Would I be able to bring your memory back with sloppier kisses or tighter hugs?
If, in case, I broke your heart and I destroyed your trust, could I…
Could I? ;|
On having a fight with someone I love…
Sometimes I wonder.
I’ve experienced having an argument with people who are dear to me and sometimes I wonder why whenever I do, parang nahahati yung pagkatao ko sa dalawa — yung isa, bitch at yung isa, sya yung compassionate.
The bitch side of me wants to let the other person know I was hurt; that what he or she did to me was unacceptable. The inner bitch wants him or her to feel the same hurt I feel, if not more. Dahil naghirap ako sa ginawa mo, dapat maghirap ka din.
It’s normal for the other party’s bitch to fight my inner bitch. Then again, why is it that after a while, when my inner bitch wins over the other party’s bitch, my compassionate side kicks in? Why is it that when I have successfully hurt the other party, I feel guilty.
If I pacify my inner bitch and let the inner United Nations take precedence, hindi rin naman ako magiging okay kasi hindi ko nasabi yung mga bagay na gusto kong sabihin; na nasaktan ako. Ayoko naman na palampasin ang nangyari kasi kung hindi, mauulit at mauulit lang ito. Hanggang sa magsasawa na ako. Hanggang sa isang araw paggising ko, ayoko na.
And I don’t want it to come to that — na ayoko na. And sometimes, that post-war feeling is even harder to deal with. Okay na ba kami? Will it happen again? Oh the paranoia.
If you are wondering what brought this weird random post (so weird and random you’re like “WTF IS THIS?!?!”) about, blame Fifty Shades. OTL
reiology asked: Hi, sorry for the bother but where did you get the download link for the Love of Siam? Thank you! :-)
Hi, reiology. I got my copy of TLoS back in 2008 after weeks of exhausting Google. I’m afraid I forgot which site I got it from, though. :( Have you tried torrent? Maybe you could also check these links out — multiplebestchoices, yaoiotaku or filmgratis. Hope these links help. :)
One of the sweetest scenes from The Love of Siam, IMHO. <3
In the plural form, actually.
(via brachialis)
One day I will leave this world and when I do, I hope I was able to make life a whole lot better for the people I will be leaving behind.
Res ipsa loquitor.
Life is complicated. It isn’t as easy as we thought it would be when we were still kids with plastic Megazords or Barbies glued to our hands. Life will make you question why this is happening now, of all times, when you are at your most vulnerable — lost and alone.
It is sweet to independently defeat and conquer everything. However, it doesn’t hurt to admit that victory is just as glorious if someone has been there from the start, sword and shield in hand, fighting this seemingly endless battle with you.
I am lost; I am alone. But I won’t lose hope in being found.
